more goodbyes

frendship alwys nids trust.
it's a mystery y we bcme lyk dis,
and i didnt xpct it would b lyk dis 4us.
and it is fully wholeheartedly apprec8d. =]
hope we'll hav more bonds to share our laughters
and tears befre i leave my alma
mater. =] ty for being nice to me robbin
made tis 4u. nyt. .
-PAO

time and again it saddens me how much i've had to put up saying goodbyes to people (even if we only knew each other by face or just greet each other with smiles when we pass by). Goodbye is on my list of words i dread to say. of course, goodbyes that are said when class is dismissed are far different and far easier (of course! 'goodbye.. i know i'll see you again tomorrow.. same time.. same place..' kind ) to say than the type of goodbyes you say when someone's leaving and on, the heaviest, graduations. i never fail to cry (how many times have i said this! god.) at songs which pertain to farewells, at least, their main point is bidding farewells. the memories somehow drown me in tears as the truckload of thoughts come rushing beeping into your head in just a second. where it's better to just shut your brain dead for awhile and oh yeah, let someone give you a cup of haagen dazs and feast on your mouth hurrah. the best. but seriously, i get a lil over-emotional on these stuffs most of the time. I CAN NOW VIVIDLY VISUALIZE HOW PUFFY MY EYES WOULD GET THE DAY AFTER MY OWN GRADUATION. BELIEVE ME. tears of joy and tears of sadness, bye to highschool drama, hello college bandage.. mixed together with a whole bunch of emotions and memories... poof! it became koko krunch! ha~!
well wishes.

people come and go

just how bad can it possibly get when the time that you start to appreciate, believe, and love the people you around you - that's the time of, well, they go in a blast? how bad can it get when the relationships are beginning to form - that's the time that it's also going to crush lil by lil? just how bad can it get when you start to realize that the people around you are great individuals who are actually waiting for their stars to shine - it's the time you won't see them brightly shining?

come on.