Adding a bit of positivit-eh

mom was clearly annoyed. i know. that i keep on cursing school. geeeeeeee.

"I thought you already read The Secret?! Why don't you live it?"

"Mom, mahirap mag stay positive amidst all these things."

"'Di ba sa law of attraction....."

"Ma."

see? that's how everything transpires whenever i utter the words: i don't like to go to school. but seriously, school is fun.. it won't be that hard if not for the activities which'll tire you to death. not to mention, some of the teachers who really do make it hard for you. but school will always, always be fun. i'm just sick of the system. not that it's completely bad. but when you see teachers against the school, the staff, and other stuffs pretty similar to that -- how could you be so motivated? and yeah, when you see that the money you gave in doesn't bring you good changes.

hm. i'm so dead if any school personnel reads this. but anyway. i want my tiny (?) voice be heard. and it shocks me, really. that i have been very aware of every school issues. i want something, and i know, the best thing i could to to get that something is to move. i clearly suppose, nobody wants something bad against the school. we all hope for the better of it. but if everyone is afraid to let out their voices.. who would? i spare my heart to the school staff, especially to the janitors... who are like, unable to voice out what they need. i can see, how hard their jobs are. and i just want to make a stand of it. the teachers... oh well. i've been opened by my teacher to a lot of issues concerning the school -- and them. i mean, it's very hard in their part to only get that amount of salary. they have their kids to send to school. so where are their benefits? is it given wholely? their increase in their salaries? what happened to the tuition fee increase? the so-called TFI? so tell me. all of it was consumed for the new building. yeah. but what? do the high school use it so much? well, let's name: masses. the one and only use for HS. and the rest, the GS area uses it the most. it's their building! not ours. so don't give us an assurance that all the money was spent to build that. there's something left: for the staffs and the improvement of the school buildings. for everything. you are a server of the Lord, don't you think it's about time to serve (dutifully) the people who needs your service the most?

I KNOW, I KNOW. I'M NOT IN THE POSITION TO VOICE ALL THESE.. what the hell do i even care? but i do. and i'm not close to being an activist of all sorts. i just want to be heard.