Animosity

It’s the feeling of loss when he’s disappeared
It’s the feeling of distrust
The feeling of betrayal that he’s moved on than you do
It’s the melancholic feeling.

It’s the resentment seeing him with another lady
It’s the sardonic thought of confronting her
It’s the depression of asking yourself why he’s left
It’s the thought of wanting to be the better you

But then...

It’s also the thought that he’s not worthy of you
It’s also the thought that it’s never your loss
It’s also the thought that he’s terrible
It’s also the thought that you deserve to be happy and free

It’s the thought that the world is full of guys
It’s the thought of bliss of getting to know each one
It’s the thrill of seeing each
The delight in moving on

It’s also the thought of knowing you’re better than that lady
It’s also the sarcastic jealousy you see in them
It’s also the thought he found someone less
It’s the thought of laughing that he found someone horrific

It’s swearing they won’t be happy
But then that’s for an obvious reason
It’s hoping that they’re a bad couple...
Well, well, the thoughts that lie in a bitter mind.